Ek Pal Ka Jeena (Full Song) - Kaho Naa...Pyaar Hai

One of my mission in life is to master this dance.

I will and I shall.

Last payperr.

Tomorrow is the most awaited day for this semester,

The day of last payperrrr.

Tak sabar nak karaoke 3 jam muahahahahahahaha.

Telah ku sediakan list lagu nak karaoke.

Just now I complained to ayah about the difficulties i always had when facing accounting terms.

Because epic ayah is epic :)

I'm immune by now of his reference to me as Mr. Hart.

I'll try to watch that movie someday.

Jung Yup - Why Did You Come Now FMV (I Hear Your Voice OST)[ENGSUB + Rom...

I am crazy for this drama.
Perfection. Funny. Sad. Thriller.
Everything is just addictive!
I find myself looking forward to Wednesday and Thursday~

eat or sleep.

Typically. After one week of Hell on earth, now there's just one paper left.

The situation right now is not that good.

Everyone around me is either crappy, sad to the core, or soulless.

For me, i'm just freaking hungry. Like constantly hungry.

I'm hungry when i am sad,

I'm hungry when i am stressed,

I'm hungry when i am bored.

It never ends. Just like my fat intake.

Either i eat, or i sleep.

I need to end my unhealthy lifestyle.

Please, exams be gone.

On another note, i met a cute guy at the cafe.

It was not a crush, though.
It was me appreciating his beauty.

The moment my eyes landed on him,
My gay-dar recognizes him instantly.

He was a very good looking lad though.

 Fair skin and all. Fairer than mine.

*sigh*

I need to get me some Chocolate Indulgence.

I Wish.

So i was wondering when i could buy my own car.
It's really frustrating to not having one when you suddenly has the urge to go out.
Like, right now, I seriously want to go to bank to deposit money, and also i am craving for something spicy.

For the past semester i have been "a scrub", hanging on the passenger's side on my best friend's ride, trying to holler at McD's drive thru ordering machine.
It's economically wise to ride with your best friend's car but i know i couldn't take it for granted much.
Sometimes i feel bad going to class everyday in her car, even if the class is not that far.

Still, i cannot do anything about it and just be grateful to them.
Nak tunggu aku beli kereta sendiri memang bertahun lamanya lagi lah.

The only bright side that i can think of my situation right now is by the time i am able to have a car, maybe the price for my dream car Ford Fiesta will be affordable.
I just hope so.

Bersabarlah sayangku.

Sad Truth.

Lost in the moment.

So this is what happens when you woke up early after subuh and didn't go back to sleep:

1) Went skipping and have a massive muscle strain on your legs coz you were too lazy to do warm ups.
2) You uhuk-unconciously-uhuk bought SK II facial treatment essence online when you know you only have RM40 in your wallet. FTW.
3) Have private Lana Del Ray's concert depan laptop and annoys your sleeping roomie till she woke up and forced to study.

Fatin, stop this random crazy shit you're doing and go back to bed, you ain't gonna study Trusts anyway.

tribute to my 3rd year final exam.

After three papers:

Then you realized the reality of the situation, or if i can be crude about it, the shit you're in:

And the moment when your friend asked how you did in the exam:

Chivalry is dead.

They say chivalry is dead. If i can find someone who will say these words to me and walk the talk, i would marry him instantly.

"If we do this, it will be the old fashioned way. And I will woo you.
There will be no 'going Dutch' and no opening your own car door.
I will do that for you, as well as hold your bags if we are in a store together.
Not because I believe you're a girl, but because that is how I'm made.

And I know enough now to understand that when you see someone and you look forward to seeing her face light up each Sunday when you meet, 
that you don't wait for things to happen.
Instead you make the leap and try to make it happen.
And maybe, if you feel like I do, we can really get to know each other,
and maybe soon I'll get to see the real you."

quoted from a fanfiction. Some of the fanfic writers should really publish their own book. Their talent is crazy awesome.

Inspiring.

Read an article by Yasmin Mogahed. The reality of the writing moved me to tears.
I wished i could write like that, put my heart down in words. Convey my feelings with ease.
Guess I should try harder, and read a lot more too.
I particularly liked her saying:

"I started to see what my problem was. I was expecting this life to be what it is not, and was never meant to be: perfect.

You just get burned. Only when we stop putting our hopes in dunya, only when we stop trying to make the dunya into what it is not—and was never meant to be (jannah)—will this life finally stop breaking our hearts.

We experience this emotional roller coaster because we can never find stability and lasting peace until our attachment and dependency is on what is stable and lasting. How can we hope to find constancy if what we hold on to is inconstant and perishing? "

The Olly Craze.

Finals has started. Alhamdulillah, the first paper is manage-able.
Going through the late night studying with Olly Murs songs.
Love his songs for quite some time, but thanks to Bella, I'm kinda stuck on him a lot more nowadays.
Especially "Dear Darlin'".
And I miss you and nothing hurts like no you.
And no one understands what we went through.
It was short. It was sweet. We tried.

Deep, kot.

Few lyrics that i like:

"Now there is nothing left that can numb me 
Do you love me or do I run 
Why don't you ask me to stay? 
Ask me to stay 
As first you make a wish and pray that things will never change 
And then we reach the point of being just good friends again"

-ask me to stay-

You're the only lifeline that I need -right place right time-

Please forgive me, if I can't forgive anymore
I guess I'm taking it personal
Life without you is better than life before
I guess I'm taking it personal

-Personal-

And I don't care if you don't break my fall
You got me dreaming of a life
That anybody else would die for

It's too late to look away, and unfeel what I feel for you
Look away, and unsee what I see in you

-Oh My Goodness-