Hidayah.

Yesterday, I went to Masjid UNiSZA to hear ceramah after Maghrib, with Azza.
Something that I never thought i'll be doing with her in my whole life.
Dengar macam jahat kan, tapi seriously, I never thought i'd go to Masjid UNiSZA of all places to hear CERAMAH. with her.
Mind you, the ceramah is in bahasa terengganu. mostly.
So we're just like, sitting there side by side, mulut ternganga while thinking "apa kejadah ustaz ni talking about?" and sometimes we'd stare at each other and burst into snickers.
It was hilarious, and heartwarming.

Tengah2 duduk sambil dengar ceramah tu, I thought about what i am doing right now, and I felt like crying. a bit.
Maybe because I never thought I would have the hidayah to dengar ceramah at masjid lepas maghrib, together with my best friend who is Alhamdulillah, changing to be a better muslimah.
And in my heart, I said my gratefulness to Allah many times.

Thank you Allah, for giving Azza the opportunity to own a car so that we could go to Masjid easily now.
Thank you Allah for giving us hidayah to be a better muslimah.
I know it is never too late, and that is why i am grateful to You.
Please never give up on us. Please lead us to the right way.

It has been an enlightening week for me.
I know that it is a sign for me, to change my ways.
I just never thought it would be this way, and it would take my best friends to change me.
They say it is easier to change when you have someone together with you.
Alhamdulillah.

I am happy now with them,
Thank You Allah.
For meeting me with Azza, Syud and Bella.
The friends whom I would carry in my heart forever.

Although my love has left me, but I realize that i still have much more that stays.
Nothing could replace my family, my relatives and friends.
Thank you Allah.